![]() ![]() The past weeks I have felt like I don't even know myself anymore. The thing is that for a couple of months I have felt like losing connection to myself and God. I keep asking: What if I fail my baccalaureates? What if I can't get the education that I want to? What if I'll remain jobless? What if my dreams won't become true? How am I supposed to help people when I need this much help myself? I still pray for God to help us but I'm getting really hopeless and disappointed, because from my ankle things are just getting worse. ![]() I think I've been also before in the same situation but now once again I feel like losing my belief in myself and maybe even in our Lord Jesus Christ. In my previous posts I talked much about my struggles and I really feel like those struggles are taking over me and they're just getting bigger and bigger. I want to be honest and say that I'm really exhausted and that may be another reason why you haven't heard from me for so long time. Six months ago I also became a mum so I feel that I truly have had time almost for everything or everyone except myself. I've been really busy with my baccalaureates and I have to start preparing for my English baccalaureate this month or on December. I'm so greatful that more and more people find my blog though I haven't been active for really long time. There's been so much going in my life that I nearly have stopped writing this blog though I'm both in Bloggers and BlogFrog. “You're beautiful like a flower More valuable than a diamond You are powerful like a fire.Dear Christian sisters and brothers. “In a world of smoke and ashes, you are milk and honey” ![]() Allowing myself to go there so much in my head hurt me.” Comparing yourself to other people I think that hurt me more than anything. It all of a sudden dtermines even clothes you're going to choose to wear that day or what you're going to do with a music production or how you're going to sequence it. “One of the things that I've worked my way out of doing, and I knew that I needed to, was comparing myself to other people. ![]()
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